passing phase part -ii

Was i supposed to keep myself safe for that very person for so many years......Is he the one? And u relapse into the myriad memories of all those silly little annoying encounters that r typically essential for a healthy and wholesome growth. Those stingy pals at pre school , those irritating and untidy boys at school,those forward girls at collage. Those unwarranted remarks from the romeos in universities and those long approving nods and friendly meaningful stares of 'the few good men'. IN A FLEETING MOMENT ALL THINGS HIT U WITH FULL FORCE AND unmindful the phone rings bringing u back to the present ....only to be chided by ur conscience that u r happy because u r expecting his CALL.....................................................................

A PASSING PHASE

Those 3-4months before marriage r so long and yet so short .....While preparations r afoot and guests pour in to inquire. Cousins and didis pullur leg,there is a sense of fear,trepidation and moments of utter silence.As,as if in an unending trance.U witness the superficial happy faces of father and mother but u know deep within--they r sad,a sudden sense of loneliness creeps in the family, that resurfaces every time u r with ur mother or any elderly figure who unconsciously redirects ur attention there. Saree's ,accessories, suitcases,and u hunt for the best and yet u feel -WILL all this be worth it?